Sunday, May 23, 2010

Found the key.."I AM HAPPY" :)

Its been an year since i have blogged..one definitely needs time to think over issues,analyse them and then pen it down..so somehow it is worth..so the last year which went by was an exciting one...perhaps the worst and the best days...earlier it was like adjusting to the change,adjusting with new people or more often adjusting with myself...it was a hard time..after time passed by i realised it was the best thing that had happened to me in years...i got a lot of time with myself..very few lucky ones in this fast paced life get time to talk to themselves..so i was one of the few lucky ones.....
i realised that life is too precious to be lead as a fake one..life is too short to judge someone..life is too lovely to live solely for yourself...the world i guess is too noisy..people are busy creating it for their own good and comfort rather than just living it..there is simply no end to crying,wanting,fighting,arguing and defending oneself....all of us are perhaps busy forcing ourselves too much and when things dont work out the way we want, we tend to complain and bring about negative feelings in us...
this year i learnt what happiness is ,its true meaning,its real importance....all of us try our level best to achieve something and when we get that, even then we dont stop complaining..people compare success with exterior material standards whereas it should just be something personal..be it be professionally or in terms of relationships we arent satisfied,we arent happy...i guess all these things take place since most of us are fake(with no exceptions) or have been made fake...its high time we realise this because this is going to take us on a never ending journey of sorrow and pain.....so i decided this year to remove every element which brings about fakeness in me or which creates a negative environment around me,i decided to lead a positive life and thank god to have given me everything that i had never asked for..its so important to be positive in life....i am happier than most of the people who have tasted the so called success,i am happier than i have ever been in all these years and thats pretty sad for them..perhaps this is the way which most of us are silently looking for...noone is an exception because all of us are dissatisfied in some or the other way...say it loud every morning- "I AM HAPPY,I WILL BE HAPPIER"...youl see the difference..