Found the key.."I AM HAPPY" :)

Its been an year since i have blogged..one definitely needs time to think over issues,analyse them and then pen it down..so somehow it is worth..so the last year which went by was an exciting one...perhaps the worst and the best days...earlier it was like adjusting to the change,adjusting with new people or more often adjusting with myself...it was a hard time..after time passed by i realised it was the best thing that had happened to me in years...i got a lot of time with myself..very few lucky ones in this fast paced life get time to talk to themselves..so i was one of the few lucky ones.....

i realised that life is too precious to be lead as a fake one..life is too short to judge someone..life is too lovely to live solely for yourself...the world i guess is too noisy..people are busy creating it for their own good and comfort rather than just living it..there is simply no end to crying,wanting,fighting,arguing and defending oneself....all of us are perhaps busy forcing ourselves too much and when things dont work out the way we want, we tend to complain and bring about negative feelings in us...

this year i learnt what happiness is ,its true meaning,its real importance....all of us try our level best to achieve something and when we get that, even then we dont stop complaining..people compare success with exterior material standards whereas it should just be something personal..be it be professionally or in terms of relationships we arent satisfied,we arent happy...i guess all these things take place since most of us are fake(with no exceptions) or have been made fake...its high time we realise this because this is going to take us on a never ending journey of sorrow and pain.....so i decided this year to remove every element which brings about fakeness in me or which creates a negative environment around me,i decided to lead a positive life and thank god to have given me everything that i had never asked for..its so important to be positive in life....i am happier than most of the people who have tasted the so called success,i am happier than i have ever been in all these years and thats pretty sad for them..perhaps this is the way which most of us are silently looking for...noone is an exception because all of us are dissatisfied in some or the other way...say it loud every morning- "I AM HAPPY,I WILL BE HAPPIER"...youl see the difference..

F.R.I.E.N.D.S!!!

Well Well Well!!! finally a satisfying day today and a much needed break from all the stuff going on in life...it was truly an endearing experience..i finally got to meet my old friends who have been there with me all through these years..i have known some of them for the past 17 years,some of them for the past 10 years and the rest became friends today...as i dont have any clue about delhi hangouts(i am new to this place!),so one of my friends picked me up and we all met at some barista near IIT,Delhi..the entire day we spent with each other discussing all the stuff that v al had enjoyed during our school days..we truly turned very nostalgic with each discussion..school days have something innocent in them that brings about a smile today..probably we dont care about life so much and we enjoy everything to the fullest without any responsibilities..and thats what makes it much so special..i had met all of them after a very long time..so it was tough to believe that all of us had grown so much older..there was one guy who always used to tell me durin those days that when we all will meet one day in 2009,i wont be having any hair and that i would be satisfied with a wig..trust me,that guy has gone bald and i still have my hair intact! it was satisfying to see that they still r very much interested in my silly witty jokes and the leg pulling started from where we had ended 4 yrs back!i made few new friends..one an IIT pass out,other one still in IIT and the last one from Amity..these iitians are really class apart and the fact that they were all biharis made the evening much more special!..Finally after all the chit chat,sandwiches ,drinks and light humor we headed back to our homes..trying to figure out and sort out our lives and promising each other to keep meeting through the journey!..god bless them...

Biggest Learning Platform

This is my first time blogging..perhaps a good way to pen down things
one feels about stuff.. I have started afresh with my life,leaving behind
everything..I have new hopes,new aspirations,new goals,a new mental
framework and like always my parents,my sister and my dear friends
who have believed in me all the way..it was a nice and fine journey through college life..it was

a journey of friendship,trust,love,competition,winning interspersed

with conflicting emotions like those of enmity,betrayal,hate,loss..but

all of this has been a learning experience...what I was when i entered campus is a far cry from what I am today..coming from a small town and getting an

exposure like this was truly an experience..I got to know myself a

lot,made mistakes,learnt from them,learnt how to read people,learnt what
not to do whom not to trust,learnt how to fail,learnt how to win,learnt

friendship,learnt hope,learnt destiny,learnt relationships,learnt to

fight alone...i didnt have a goal in my life,i never knew what
responsibility was... i failed in perhaps all aspects but today i can
say i am THE winner..i feel sad for those and i pity them who could not make
use of these years to understand life..my gud wishes to them..